One year ago today, we stood up to our abuser.
It has been a really rough year, but so worth it.
I am happy to feel a bit more "free".
By standing up to him, it has put all other changes in my life into motion.
To give me the strength and courage to change.
He never did respond, he wouldn't answer my calls or my message.
But it doesn't matter.
He saw the words I wrote, the truth I typed.
And I love the last thing I said to him, because it is absolutely true.
His silence has proved his guilt.
I know this message has been horrible, and I hate saying such harsh things to anyone, but this isn't about you. This is about me standing up to my abuser. I don't know what you will do with this information and frankly I don't care anymore. You have heard my say. You have heard 1 millionth of the pain you have caused me. You can try to grow from this, or you can run and hide. But your silence is proving your guilt.
This moment was a crossroads for me.
The 4 year old scared girl stood up to her monster and made HIM afraid for a change.
I am grateful for an older sister who has always looked out for me, and made this day happen.
Just one more step in overcoming this heartache.
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